Your leaving caused so much pain but as time goes by I’m gradually learning that thinking of you’re only a waste of time. I no longer hoping that you will come back and understand how much value you’ve lost after breaking up with me.
I am sorry, but I can not miss you. I am now ok to be alone in my room with no presence. I’m happy lying on my bed without the warmth of your body because I no longer miss your kiss when I feel lonely.
Every time I touch my throat, I no longer missing the warmth of your lips on it. I’m at home now to be by myself. I realized that your signature before speaks urgency not ‘love’. I was comfortable in the shadow of the shadow after turning off the light with no arms hugging my body. I feel much adore compare when I am at your side. I am experiencing a real love that enough for me to be emotionally secured compare when you are at my side.
When I wake up, I no longer feel sad. Every time I see myself in a mirror, I’m seeing a person I have lost when I decided to love you. The person that I am seeing now is far from what I used to be, and I am deeply grateful to you.
Gone are the times when I am crying in my room praying you will return. Gone are the days when I am waking up at the middle of the night feeling the acute loneliness as you aren’t on my side. Gone are the days when I wake up in the morning I don’t want to get up and show up because I feel like the world betrays me.
There are no days anymore that I was staring blankly on our bed thinking that you are there smiling at me. No more days that my knees are shaking while bathing at the toilet and the water in the shower keeps rushing like the continuous flowing of my tears on my face because of the heaviness I have felt whenever I miss you. No more days when I can’t eat alone because I wanted you to prepare my meal like what you always did when we were together.
I stop myself to miss you because that’s the perfect thing to do. When I did this, things gradually unfold. I have seen the stupidity that I became because I choose to love you. I realized how you’ve turned me into a person that I am. I fell to you and you decide to fall out of love.
The energy of your kiss has no longer has an effect on me before that I have lost in wilderness each time we’re kissing. What I remember the most now is how lies comes out to your lips. How your lips capable of passionately touching my body but in the back of your mind you are thinking of someone else I’m imagining how your lips speak adoration once we made love but these words you’ve said aren’t meant for me.
I am no longer missing you and I’m truly glad you are gone. I’m contented now to be on my own. I am much comfortable sleeping alone. I have more time to be on my own. Your absence didn’t matter anymore. I’ve found out that I can become happier without you on my side. I learned to free myself from the sensation feelings we’ve shared together. You doesn’t matter anymore because what I believing is myself and Wildlife Trapping services in Port St Lucie Florida.
I miss you. I’m thinking of you not because I love you but because of the lesson which you give to me.
Kiss me again and again but the same love we’ve shared before has no longer there. I no longer miss your lips since I moved on.